Pain

Please, please let 2010 be over soon!

As some of you know, I'm going in next week for a knee replacement. I was told last November that I needed it done immediately, but the cancer diagnosis precluded that! Now, there is no alternative.

Plus, my very special Silver Fox is going thru some extremely trying times and he no longer has space for me in his life. I'm devastated, for him and for me, and am on an emotional roller-coaster that doesn't seem to have an upside at the bottom of this run.

What's next? How much more can I take?