Really??

A pal sent me 'my' Tarot card reading for today - which is rather interesting, since I called Dr. K's office to say I wanted to see her again because this damned split in my chest is opening up more with each passing minute. I'll deal with the pathology report later - today I want the hole in my chest dealt with!

Here is your Daily Tarot Card for Wednesday, March 3rd

"The Nine of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in realization. I can't do this alone or pretend any more. The illusion of comfort in denial or sacrifice is no longer mine. There is no shame in my suffering -- no healing in silent self-torment. It is here at the surreal crossroads of the ""soul search"" where dawning truth meets the anguish of overwhelming resistance in mind over matter that I can finally wake up, change my mind, let go of what no longer works or own my losses or choices. I am empowered by intense acknowledgment or epiphany and my virtue is gratitude or relief in recognition."

So - let's see what the doc has to say, now that I acknowledge I can't do this alone!
Tarot cards - jeez!